This probably should be in general but it won't let me post there. Anyway I need some help. It seems that nothing ever goes my way. I try to fix it but it never works. I then start complaining and complaining. It is usually just for sympathy which I know is bad but I can't halp it. Recently I've been getting hints that maybe something will go close to the way I want it. It seems every time something like this happens I get scared for some reason. I think I'm scared because I'll get what I want and still won't be happy and still want more. Can someone tell me what the hell I should do. Oh and you probably read through this like what the hell what does he mean, well I should of put this at the top but oh well. What I basically want is friends, something to do when I'm not at school other then sit on the computer, and to have a girl. I am very picky and can't help it really. My biggest concern is probably is if they are a virgin or not. I want to have a first time with a girl that never had sex before. Now I know what you guys will say, work on your grades or go out by yourself. Wll I'm getting almost all A's and I'm so shy if I go somewhere by myself I'll just have a lousy time.