My wife and I have been married for a little over five years. She is a great partner, and I am very happy in my marriage. That being said, one thing has been bothering me for a while, and I can't seem to shake it. In most of my previous relationships the women that I dated had no problem letting me cum in their mouths and swallowing. It is something that was (and is) very important to me for a complete sex life. My wife however, will not let me cum in her mouth. When we were dating she always wanted me to cum inside her, or cum on her chest, or anywhere else. I've always respected her wishes and haven't done it "by accident". I didn't worry about it too much, because I knew that she liked to swallow...my wife used to date a friend of mine (that was how I met her) before we started a relationship. They had a very passionate relationship for about a year. During this time, my friend filmed their "sessions" on multiple occasions...and yes, several of us guys used to watch the home videos (my wife (his girlfriend at the time) is a very attractive blonde). On these tapes I saw her begging him to cum in her mouth, and swallowing it...licking it clean.
I have talked to my wife several times about wanting her to do swallow for me., and I always get the same response...I don't do that. I have never mentioned that I've seen the tapes, and I know that she didn't always feel the same way. Should this bother me? Should I tell her what I know? As her husband should I expect her to provide those services for me?