History: I was sexually abused as a child and in previous adult relationships didn't really care for sex and just did it because I was in the relationship and actually went 6 years without it.
I'm in a great relationship now and I find my self wanting to make love with my partner more then I every thought. I also willing to try new things with him within reason as well. And I've now decided to go with a friend to the trade sex show this week.
My idea of sex being dirty and wrong is changing, I'm just wondering with my past history is this normal to think about sex almost all the time? My partner has been very supportive.
I think it's great that you're enjoying opening up to new things. There is nothing wrong with a high sex drive no matter what the situation. I'm a big believer in the thought that sex in a long term relationship is always the best. Enjoy.
It sounds as if you have dealt with your previous issues. To feel the way you do now? I would say you are making up for lost time! Go and have a great time & enjoy!
Did you get counseling for the abuse? Do you now realise that 1. it wasn't your fault and that 2. sex was not at fault either. You have spent all of this time thinking your abuser's problem was your problem - what a terrible waste.
You are finally feeling what you should have been feeling all along.
from what i can see there is nothing wrong right now but you do need to keep an eye on where this takes you, it might be used to sabatoge the relationship, and like what EEK said you need to see a profesional about the abuse if you havn't or aren't