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Quote[/b] ]Ok... let me figure out a way to start this... First off, I can understand why the majority would see incest as wrong... and in many situations, I suppose I do as well. I mean, if I found out my younger sister was doing something with her brothers (we have different fathers) I agree, I'd be a tad bit upset... but I don't know. I think there are circumstances to everything.
Allow me to add now, though I know that this could forever alter the way I'm viewed by anyone reading this, I am in love with my sister. Now... before you allow any comments to bubble in your minds and find their way to your screen and mine, allow me to explain. Long story short... my father is a man-whore. A worthless piece of shit nonetheless. My mother... was a silly young woman who felt love for every man who treated her the slightest bit nice. By the time my parents met... my father had already had a daughter, Lets call her J. She is not my love. My father, unfortuantly, failed to tell my mother that he was with another woman when he and my mother started messing around. (no, this woman was not J's mother. See, he was/is a whore)
Now on the wonderful night that I was concieved, my fathers wife was giving birth to her daughter, my love, Rose. And cut to one year later... I was born. Now, Rose's mother, shall we call her C? C never really liked me or my mother... for obvious reasons, though she was always obsessed with my father... or as I like to refer to him, the spermdoner. He had a couple of other kids with various women before going to jail for some charge which I don't remember. when he came out.... I was 16 and my girlfriend was 17. he started messing around with C and decided to reach out to his children. Lucky me... I happen to be one of them.through him... I was introduced to C. We got along pretty well... it had seemed she had gotten over whatever problems she had with me. After a couple of months, she brought me to her house... and there I met Rose. Rose was the most beautiful girl/woman I had ever seen.(she continues to be) we got to know each other... and became very close. ( allow me to explain now... my home life was very much shit... and I had problems feeling love for anyone. In the same sense... I couldn't see siblings as true siblings. I never felt feelings for any of my other sisters though, what I mean by this is my siblings were just very close people. I couldn't feel anything like that for them.) One wonderful night... Rose and I kissed each other, announcing our feelings for each other... and in the beautiful, bittersweet moment... our lives were changed forever.
Since then we have been together... and eventually began seeing each other as husband and wife. And yes... i realize this conflicts with my orginal post in std and sexual disorders and whatever... but when I wrote that I had not planned on coming out with this. That doesn't make my questin any less true... it is still a question out there.
So yes... thats my story... and honestly... I forgot where I was going with this. Simply put... there are circumstances... be them right in your minds or not. So, in my opinion... this is your world... it can not be avoided... much like with homosexuality and biracial relationships... there'll be those who agree, and those who do not. And yes, perhaps this is slightly different... but hey... I don't know. Whatever your opinion may be... I give you the freedom to have it... give me the freedom to live my life. I deal with enough of my own minds riticule and at times it gets rough.... but then I look across, to my baby... I remember why I'm still here. In short... Have your opinion... share it even... just don't insult. And finally... I leave you with this one quote from one of my favorite anime's, Angel Sanctuary, in which a suporting character is speaking with the lead character, who is a similiar situation.
"None of your persecutors has ever been in your shoes. These people are all observing from the gallery, smugly dispersing the smart but unoriginal moralist cliche."
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