Last night I went over to his house and we made out. Things got hot heavy and the next thing I knew I was naked! He used a condom. I tried to calm myself down as much as possible but it was pretty hard, I think he went a little too fast.
He put the condom on then tried to go inside. He slipped around a bit at first because he couldnt get it in. Then when he finally got it in I squealed and pushed him back out again. Lol. He pushed himself back inside me again, after awhile it didnt hurt so bad. I was rather surprised at how I exaggerated what the pain was going to feel like. I didnt even bleed at all. Im a little sore still but its all good.
Afterwards the first thing he said was "You were shaking at the beginning." Lol I was scared, but I hadnt realized it showed. (Not to mention I was a little cold, being naked isnt something I like too much.)
Well he fingered me a little bit, I also dont get anything from fingering. The reason I dont like being naked is because I have terrible self-confidence (obviously) Anyways im 5'6 and used to wiegh between 170-175lbs. Me breasts used to be a size D when I was overweight. Then As I lost 30lbs im now 145lbs. My breasts shrunk a size and are now a little droopy (Im very self-concious about my breasts.) Also my nipples arent the same, nor are they even at the same height. Anyways ive still got a little fat around the stomach area and such. My boyfriend says he thinks im sexy and such, and I have no fat. But that doesnt stop me from looking in a mirror.
Im sure after a few times I will be more comfortable being naked around him. Its just im one of those ppl who avoid shorts, skirts and tight shirts.
Oh and I was only overweight for about a year. But it damaged me quite a bit.
I do have one concern about myself though, I just let him do what he wanted last night. I just let him lead and everything. I couldnt say anything. How do you tell someone what you want. And a question about females, does every female have an orgasm everytime the clit is rubbed for long enough?
I think i might have enjoyed some of the intercourse as well. It was a new odd feeling. I was also really sore inside most of today. My insides lol.
[QUOTE=Expressionless;158358]I think i might have enjoyed some of the intercourse as well. It was a new odd feeling. I was also really sore inside most of today. My insides lol.[/QUOTE]
That soreness will go away the more you do it. It'll be replaced with warm fuzzies! <3
Have you both used enough lube ? Sometimes just adding more lube into it makes things feel a lot more swell and the pain and burning less likely to happen.
Congratulations!
Not so bad, huh?
But your last statement is somewhat a cause for concern.
Why don't you like being naked?
MY GF dont like beeing naked, weird cuz I think its fun :). He probably should of fingered u first but if everything worked out ok then its fine. It would of been less painful with fingering.