i sometimes use a backmassager mainly in the shower.it's long handled,made of rubbery plastic with soft rubbery bristles.i mainly like to use it for clitoral stimulation but sometimes use it for penetration also.i usually only climax via direct clitoral rubbing/massage and this helps alot

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Yeah i tried fingering shower and toothbrush but nothing!!!!!!
I want something to get me going... Any ideas?

> Yeah i tried fingering shower and toothbrush but nothing!!!!!!
I want something to get me going... Any ideas?

Are you orgasmic, meaning have you learned how to have orgasms regularly and consistently by masturbating? If not, your best route to "get me going" is to use your imagination, and, to explore your body using your fingers and learning what feels good, what feels better, and, when. In addition to using your fingers, also use the palm and/or back of your hand all over your skin.

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First, I think you should be careful with what you use because the amounts of bacteria that can be transmitted by inanimate objects. Plus you don't want to damage any tissue inside your vagina. I would read the Docs articles on fingering yourself until you can purchase a toy, or have an adult (you're mom or older sister) buy it for you.