First let me say that I am very sorry you are miserable. I am sure you must miss your husband very much and its never fun to be lonely.

I assume just having toys is not giving you enough satisfaction. Have you thought of reading or writing erotic stories. Chatting on line can be lots of fun and its safe and innocent really.

I know cyber sex isn't for everyone and many think of it as cheating but for some like me its a great outlet for expeirmenting. Its also nice to have the attention and just be able to talk to a man about anything.

I love my husband but he isn't much of a talker. I find chatting a great way to get that need met. And other needs met as well can be down right fun!