I am a 19 year old gay guy who has been going out with a guy for a year and a half now. Everytime I meet my partner at my place, he refuses oral sex since his penis is "dry," for some odd reason. I confess, I have a penis fetish and his penis is to die for. I ALWAYS get upset to the fact that most of the time, he rejects me. Since, in the past, where I have fooled around with people, they NEVER rejected me. I get upset since I think that I can no longer pleasure him the same way as I did before. I am also a virgin and whenever we do anal sex, I bleed. Since, I was not such a whore in the past or did not have experience in the matter of anal sex. I just get upset at myself or upset at him since, I love his body and every little bit about him. However, when he rejects me, I feel down. I have no idea why his penis is "dry" all the time. I have told him to go see a doctor. However, he is unsuccessful on finding out what is really wrong with his penis. In my problem regarding anal sex, I have seen my family doctor and told her to check for hemmorhoids. However, there was none. I am way out fo my head and upset to the fact that my own boyfriend rejects oral sex. Is it maybe he's sick of me? Is he having an affair? I am not sure. I need advice on this matter. Both of us have had trust issues in the past. However, we have solved it and now, he rejects oral sex. I just love to suck his dick and I can't help it. I love his body and I love the way I suck on his cock and he cums in my mouth. I find it hot and erotic. His body is just immaculate and perfect, he has chest hair that can make any person go wild. Please give me advice. I am the Lost rejected/disappointed One.