There's these two girls who I am SO attracted to, and I can't seem to ever get them off my mind, it's seriously driving me up-the-wall! Even when I'm out with other women, are watching the hottest ladies on T.V., in my opinion they blow the other women out-the-water. There's just something besides their physical beauty that allures me and I believe its their sexuality and sexual energy (I know, it sounds corny). Their confidence drives me up the wall, they know they are beautiful, they know they can get ANY guy they desire, they know what they're doing and get what they want.

I almost had sex with both of them several times but unfortunately we never went the distance because of a mutual friend they have that used to be in love with me. Even though that mutual friends of theirs never had a romantic relationship with me and I was never interesting in her in anyway but a friend. So they won't have sex with me because they don't want to go against "the code" for the sake of their friend. However their friend is over me but they still give me "blue balls". I've tried to avoid them, stay away from them, and not hang out around them much but they are also in my other friends social circle so that's inevitable.

I try not to give into them when they're touchy-feely with me and flirty but I absolutely can't help it and don't want to restrict myself from them. I'm however so tired of getting so close at times and then "tada!" my chance is blown away. Its like I KNOW I can have sex with them, I KNOW they find me attractive as much as I find them attractive, I KNOW theirs a possibility for us to do something but thanks to their friend, they think that its a bad idea to have sex with me since "too many people would be hurt" and it drives me THROUGH THE FUCKING ROOF!!

I understand them to an extent but this duo just really, really drives me crazy. I never get jealous at all that they mess with other men and I even try and use it as an excuse and say "they are too available" but that never works. The fact that I never go all the way with them makes me even more motivated to try and make love with them. Mind you, I don't want to just "fuck them" I want to make love to them, I want to make them feel good, I want to make them feel sexy, feel desired (which they certainly are) and I want them to have sex with me that they'll never forget and won't regret.

However, every time we come close to having sex and we don't I get a little bummed out and it kind of hurts my ego-badly. I really want to slowly get over them and not let these two women drive me crazy. I know there's PLENTY of women out there in the world who are probably just as sexy if not more but I just feel these two are unique and its hard for me to find women similar to them. EGH! I love but hate this feeling!

Anyone, man and/or woman ever been in a situation like mine? Can anyone try and help me out, give me some words of wisdom. PLEASE! This is seriously driving me nuts!!