Never thought I was gay

[Whynot101]

I've been a heterosexual all my life. Being married several years. After my wife not being interested in giving oral sex I developed an interest in eating my cum. I started about two years ago and really enjoy it. I've often watched throat fucking porn and cum swallowing and really like it a lot and have experienced it years ago with a girlfriend who liked me doing it to her. Here is the problem...I guess I'm fortunate that even though my wife thinks it's gross she will watch me eat it and if I do it in a cup she'll feed it to me if I aske her to so she does want to satisfy me just not give me oral unless I wear a condom but she still doesn't like doing it. So, the problem is since I enjoy the throat fucking porn I now jerkoff fantasizing that it's being done to me and must admit if I knew how to find someone to do it to me I would jump at the opportunity. I guess eating my cum while she watches is kinda like reverse role playing and I get my satisfaction from it. When I watch the porn I have a strong desire to reverse role play and have it done to me. How do you meet someone to accomplish is? I never thought I would like to have this done to my mouth but maybe I can satisfy the missing link in my sex life if I could jst have it done once.

[dancingdoc2]

Please read this:

Male / Female Sexual Behavior--If I like certain things does this mean I'm Gay?

Perhaps you should consider yourself "bi-curious", although, since all you are really wanting is a biological "robot", most likely not even bi-.

How Do I Get Him/Her to Orgasm From a Hand/Blow Job?

[Whynot101]

Thanks for writing. I have to say I am attracted to women walking down the street. Never been attracted or aroused by a man walking down the street and still feel that way. That being said, when sexually aroused and watching porn whatever is done to a womens mouth pumping it and cumming in it, all I think about is wanting it done to my mouth, I must be crazy I guess. When aroused the thought of a cock pumping in my mouth and cumming in it does not gross me out but would have years ago. Now just makes me want it but don't know how to go about finding someone to do it to me. How do I tell someone I'd like this without them freaking out if their not interested?

[dancingdoc2]

While you are looking for Mr. Right, go to the grocery store and purchase either a thin cucumber or an English cucumber and play with it while letting your imagination run wild.

As for finding Mr. Right, check the Personal Ads in your local or nearby larger city newspapers.

If you have a nearby college, look for a Gay organization.

Check the internet for clubs and/or Craig's List.

[Whynot101]

Thanks, I actually have a dildo I bought for my wife but she doesn't like it so I do use it sometimes on my butt while she watches. I also deepthroat it when I'm alone. Even though I never did it with the real thing it just doesn't seem the same. Thanks for the advice. Maybe I can find someone who would like to do this with me. By the way, I haven't mentioned me be pleasured with a blowjob at the same time. It would be nice but I'm really interested in me giving it.