What is happening to me?

[lnt1103]

My own personal Christian understanding of God is that He is a forgiving and loving God. There's nothing wrong with curiosity, and I personally don't believe any sexual lifestyle choice is 'wrong' or 'sinful'.

At the end of the day, you're a human being, with all your good and bad qualities, and you got curious. The key here is going to be forgiving YOURSELF. I only say that because it appears you're having some difficulty doing that.

[dancingdoc2]

Thank you, Franklin; although, this is an umbrella term under which you have many denominations, fundamental and not, each with their own interpretations and beliefs.

There are many Christian denominations and churches: Dutch Reform, Catholic, Presbyterian, Methodist, Lutheran, Amish, Mennonite, Eastern Orthodox, and so on. There are also smaller umbrella divisions under the big umbrella such as the various Baptist denominations. Being a member of one doesn't determine whether a person is a Christian.

The real issue is whether the person individually has Jesus Christ living inside of him or her; if they actually have a personal relationship with God.

[vibrator]

You are who you are, you'll figure it out soon enough. Just don't beat yourself up over it. Everyone knows what turns them on and what doesn't, you just have to be truthful with yourself.

[Cool]

BE COOL!!!!!!! You are not gay for watching trans porn. You are only gay, if you're gay, if that is the case. Or maybe you want to be a trans yourself. If no, then you might have been curious that's all. Stop watching porn and get some other hobbies.

You need to see a professional about these feeling because you are using some very strong words (extremely, disgusted, etc). You are a very confuse person about what you like and what you want.


Side note: I don't know of any religion that is okay with straight porn but not transsexual porn. Don't pick and chose when you what to be religious.

Side note 2: Don't ask questions that only you can answers. Are you gay? Yes, know your gay and you can watch all the Trans porn you like. (Sarcastic) Only you can answers this question and it okay not matter what you pick.

Side note 3: There are tooooo many contradictions in your posting. You jackoff to trans but don't have fantasies about trans. You don't like men but you could be gay? You watch a few trans porn but you think it’s a addiction?


When you are totally honest with yourself you will be about to watch whatever you want.

[RATED-RKOFRANKLIN]

Originally Posted by Cool

BE COOL!!!!!!! You are not gay for watching trans porn. You are only gay, if you're gay, if that is the case. Or maybe you want to be a trans yourself. If no, then you might have been curious that's all. Stop watching porn and get some other hobbies.

You need to see a professional about these feeling because you are using some very strong words (extremely, disgusted, etc). You are a very confuse person about what you like and what you want.


Side note: I don't know of any religion that is okay with straight porn but not transsexual porn. Don't pick and chose when you what to be religious.

Side note 2: Don't ask questions that only you can answers. Are you gay? Yes, know your gay and you can watch all the Trans porn you like. (Sarcastic) Only you can answers this question and it okay not matter what you pick.

Side note 3: There are tooooo many contradictions in your posting. You jackoff to trans but don't have fantasies about trans. You don't like men but you could be gay? You watch a few trans porn but you think it’s a addiction?


When you are totally honest with yourself you will be about to watch whatever you want.

I don't think you clearly read anything or you are just randomly saying stuff. I don't want to be a transsexual. I don't feel nor think like a woman. That has NOTHING to do with this topic.

I asked a simple question do I have a porn addiction and are my actions related to it. I never said trans porn is an addiction.

Anyone can watch any type of porn without having fantasies for it. I could watch anal sex porno without having fantasies for that type of sex.

[lnt1103]

At the end of the day, Franklin, I think you just need to relax and give yourself permission to be human. Everyone gets curious at one time or another, about one subject or another.

[dancingdoc2]

> I asked a simple question do I have a porn addiction and are my actions related to it.

I believe the answer to this is two-fold; first, getting Mr. Webster's definition for the word "addiction"; second, as mentioned before--does viewing or reading interfere with daily obligations, tasks, work, play, etc? If so, then you quite possibly have an addiction. If you do not have to watch or read and can walk away at any time and are using the information for arousal purposes or learning, and/or have a healthy curiosity, then, no.

"Actions?" What actions?