What is happening to me?

[DVDBear]

Originally Posted by RATED-RKOFRANKLIN

I will not continue to watch this porn.

Well, then problem solved.

[dancingdoc2]

Only partially, Bear. Franklin still has unanswered questions from his opening post.

> I have done something terrible against my religion and who I want to be.

Not knowing what your particular "brand" of religion is, I cannot comment specifically; however, I do know a thing or two about religion in general. The complete answer is too complex to delve into here. For the sake of this discussion, can we agree that right or wrong, it is a matter open to interpretation.

Some people believe that porn in moderaton is not bad and that it can be an aid to fantasizing.

> I watched some transsexual porn and some transsexual on a web cam.

Knowledge is empowering. Having viewed the videos will not necessarily corrupt your mind or morals, or make you an evil person. It is what you do with the information that counts, Franklin. This is not unlike the saying:"been there, done that", now let's move on.

> I don't know if I am straight, gay, or bi. I want to be straight. I have thought about girls and still do.

Here is your answer:
Male / Female Sexual Behavior--If I like certain things does this mean I'm Gay?

> When I watch straight porn I never notice the guys in a sexual way.... I see the women sexually. I have never thought about being with a man.

Proof, again, that you are straight.

> What is happening to me? I am gay, bi, or just lost and confused.

I offer the notion that you are a normal, healthy, curious male.

> Could I being doing this because of a porn addiction?

Addicted? Only if you are consumed by watching any type of video so much that it interferes with your daily obligations, chores, and, responsibilities. So far it seems to me that you have a healthy curiosity and are being aroused by the action, and using it to further your ability to become turned on. There is nothing inherently wrong with this.

Do not make such a big deal out of this unless your religious beliefs dictate otherwise. I'm more concerned with what you do with the information you acquired by watching the flicks. If the only thing they accomplished was to entertain or arouse and nothing more, then the activity is harmless in my never to be so humble opinion.

[RATED-RKOFRANKLIN]

Originally Posted by nuttychick

Just to satisfy my curiosity.. did you post this before watching your Tranny movies?

I posted this days after.


Thanks for the help everyone. DancingDoc I am a Christian. I'm sure I am straight now and will not watch this type of porn again.

[DVDBear]

Originally Posted by dancingdoc2

Only partially, Bear. Franklin still has unanswered questions from his opening post.

The emoticon should have been a bit of a clue I was being sarcastic, Doc. He does indeed have unanswered questions that neither you nor I, nor anyone but himself can supply those answers for. What Nuttychick and I were both trying to point out were the contradictions in the questions he was asking. As for his orientation, he is what he thinks he is. But to know that he has to be honest with himself. There was ample evidence to suggest he wasn't.

If he's happy with the conclusion that this was just curiosity and he's done with it then indeed problem solved. If however he goes back to this form of porn in the future instead of torturing himself over why and going to another forum looking for confirmation (he mentioned he's already been told he's just curious by a friend elsewhere on the 'net . . . that evidently wasn't enough since he's posted here) he needs to analyze what is it he finds arousing in this material. My suspicion is there might be a something besides the big tits he mentioned, but so what? Doesn't mean he's gay or bi . . . . just that he likes looking at trans porn. Lots of straight guys do. A friend of mine who works at an adult store tells me trans porn is the second largest renting subject behind straight. So he can let it go at that. The religious guilt is the real problem, and that he'll have to find his own solution for.

[RATED-RKOFRANKLIN]

I have thought about what is it about this porn had me aroused. I love big tits real or fake only on a woman who is fit. I don't like penises and would never touch one.

I never had a real woman to like me before so I thought what if a transsexual like me. How would I react to such a situation? What would I think of myself if I say yes or no? What will others think of me based upon my decision?

[CleverName]

IMO, do whatever makes you happy, don't let the opinions of others or "religion" get in the way of that. Your God made you who you are, so he must love you for who you are anyways, right?

You are the only person who knows if you are straight, bi, or whatever. My bet is, you are probally just curious.

[RATED-RKOFRANKLIN]

I think I was also arouse because of the story. In most of the movies the transsexuals would seduce the guys into sex. If I picture in my head a transsexual I've seen in a porn movie I will get a very hard erection.

What if I like Transsexuals? Would this make me gay? This is bothering me a lot because of my religious beliefs as a christian.

Male / Female Sexual Behavior-

I read this article. I don't think any type of activity in the article makes someone gay or straight. A woman can finger a man's ass and that would not him gay. A woman can finger her ass and this does not maker her a lesbian nor a heterosexual.

[CleverName]

If your gay, you are gay, if you are not, then you are not (or bi). According to your religion, god made you who you are, and you should just do what makes you happy.

There is nothing wrong with being gay, bi, or straight.

[nuttychick]

Originally Posted by RATED-RKOFRANKLIN

If I picture in my head a transsexual I've seen in a porn movie I will get a very hard erection.
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Originally Posted by RATED-RKOFRANKLIN

. I did not find anything about the transsexual porn attractive nor something I wanted to do. I feel so disgusted by watching this porn.

OK two conflicting statements from you...... So which one is true?

So what you like tranny's ... You may be gay.. you maybe straight
Really it is no business of anyones but yours...

[RATED-RKOFRANKLIN]

Originally Posted by nuttychick

OK two conflicting statements from you...... So which one is true?

So what you like tranny's ... You may be gay.. you maybe straight
Really it is no business of anyones but yours...

Like I said I just like big tits and that is what turned me on. There was nothing else that I liked. I am not attracted to men in porn movies. I like the transsexual's big breast and nothing else. I do not like penises. I only watched the movies because I was curious and it is something I would not like to do nor watch again.