bisexual in the closet

[hanksnow]

I'm a 49 year old male and I've spent 35 of them repressing my bisexuality. I never did anything about it for fear of being branded a fag/queer/homo by others, but more importantly, by myself.

I'm happy to report that I'm over it now. I'm me. period. It took a serious illness to make me realize that you're only here for a short time and you have to be honest with your self and loved ones in order to be truly happy.

I've since told my wife that I was always curious about sex with other men. I wondered what it would be like to suck off a guy. Guess what? She thinks it's hot! We've incorporated a strap on dildo into our lovemaking. She's really fired up when she gets a chance to turn the tables on me!

We now intend to bring an online male friend of hers into our bedroom. I'll get my chance to satisfy my curiousity. Will that make me a fag/queer/homo? No. Will that make me a bisexual? No. I'll be me.

[Marselluss]

thanks hanksnow for sharing. If you talk to men about it noone seems to find it acceptobly just only to be curious about other men and this scares me.
While it seems as if females talk about it seems like more of a normal thing.

to me it seems like women can have anything they want sexually these days. it's like "sex" favours women.

[oberon]

Many large cities have Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender Help Centers, and many even have hotlines. *If you feel the need to speak with someone about any feelings you are having, this is a great place to start. *You can locate these numbers from the internet or the phonebook.

Gay teens have the highest suicide rate among young people in America and I would imagine that some of those are bisexuals as well. *PLEASE- if you are feeling depressed and alone, find help. *It is out there, and there are people who want to help you.

You have the right to be who you are, and let no one tell you differently.