I'm 20 Years Old And I Have Been Masturbating Ever Since I Was 12. This One Time When I Was 17, I Used A Shower Head To Masturbate. From What I Remember, The Orgasm Was Incredible. Anyways, I Was Still Horny After I Got Out Of The Shower So I Thought I'd Play With Myself Some More. As I Was Pleasuring Myself I Wanted To Make Myself Cum (because I Had Never Experienced That Before And I Wanted To See If I Could Achieve It), So I Began To Rub My Clit Even Harder. (note; I Only Masturbate By Clitoral Stimulation. Fingering Myself Does Nothing For Me!) So, I Ended Up Rubbing It Too Hard And I Felt Something Tear. I Was Shocked So I Immediately Stopped What I Was Doing. A Few Seconds Later, I Felt My Clitoris Start To Throb. It Throbbed For A Good Couple Of Minutes After That. I Got So Scared. I Put On My Underwear And Continued On With My Day. I Remember Going To School The Next Day Looking Depressed. A Friend Of Mine Had Noticed And Asked Me What Was The Matter With Me. She Even Noticed A Change In My Posture. Ever Since That Day, I Noticed That My Clitoris Looked Different. It Is Barely Visible And It's Almost As If It Is Hiding. It Didn't Stick Out Like It Usually Did. I Began To Worry Because I Knew I Did Some Serious Damage To Myself. I Wanted To Die. :( I Did Some Research Online Because I Wanted To Find Out What My Condition Was Called, If It Even Had A Name At All. I Read Something About "clitoral Shrinkage" And Being Unable To Reach Orgasm. To This Day, I Still Masturbate And I Do Reach Orgasm By Rubbing My Clit. Another Thing That Changed Also Was My Breasts. They Seemed To Have Lost All Firmness And They Stopped Growing. I'm A 32a And I Have Been That Size Ever Since High School (because I'm Tiny; 5'3 And I Weigh 108 Lbs). I'm A 32a Now But My Breasts Barely Fill Up The Cup Size. My Breasts Just Sit On My Chest. I Feel No Stimulation Through Them At All. What's Wrong With Me? How Can I Get My Clitoris To Go Back To Normal? Is There A Pill That I Can Take? Or Do I Have To Just See A Ob/gyn? I've Never Been To One Before And Honestly, I'm Really Scared To! Is The Reason My Breasts Lost All Feeling Because Of The Fact My Clit Shrunk? Help Me Please! This Has Been Bothering Me For A Few Years Now...I Thought I'd Join This Forum To See If Anyone Had An Answer To My Issue! Any Suggestions?
Wed, 02/14/2007 - 01:49
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Help! Clitoral Shrinkage?
You should be seeing an Ob/Gyn on an annual basis. I would make an appointment ASAP and discuss this w/your doctor.
You "got so scared" three years ago and still have not seen a doctor. Why we doctors get frustrated trying to take care of people who do not take care of themselves.
At age 16, latest, women should have a complete gyn exam. You are well past the time you should have had an exam. Make an appointment right now. Then, in addition to answering all the physician's questions honestly, describe this situation.
The rest of this is guessing because I cannot examine you on this forum. It is frowned upon. Clitoral shrinkage is a function, only in some women, of age. The age referred to is menopause not moving out of you parents home. Not very likely in your case to be clitoral shrinkage. What felt like it was "tearing" (I am not convinced anything di) was not your clitoris (that would have been a bloody mess) but, possibly, the clitoral hood. That would also explain the changed appearance of your clitoris. If the hood is moved, you see some different perspectives.
There is no relationship between whatever your masturbating caused and your breast development. For whatever reason, you simply stopped growing. A good indicator is breast size of your mother, her sisters and any ssisters you have. Diet and exercise could have had an affect on your breast growth. Maybe you simply got to your programmed size.
Now, make that appointment and then on your next post, do not use capital letters everywhere. It is difficult to read.
First off, I apologize for the use of capital letters everywhere. :o
Second, okay let me get this straight. What I did was tear my clitoral hood? That makes a lot of sense. I'm glad it wasn't clitoral shrinkage! *Whew* This mi ght be a silly question, but is there any way for it to "grow" back to it's normal state? I'll understand if you can't answer that.
Well, in any case, the right thing to do now is schedule an appointment to see a gyn. I have to admit that quite nervous though.
As far as my breasts go, it's a shame that they stopped growing. What I don't understand it why did they lose the firmness that they once had? I r eally do think that the tearing of my hood had to do with it, because prior to this incident, I was completely fine. They were small, but they were perky and I could feel sensations through them. This is very frustrating. :( My mother has a 38DD chest size, and my sister is a full 38C. I'll be awaiting the day that I reach anywhere near their bust size!
Thanks for your feedback Brandye.
You continue to masturbate successfully, so there is nothing wrong with your clitoris. If the hood was damaged, it has healed the way it will be. Even if you had seen a doctor immediately, probably the only thing to have been done was apply of anti-bacterial cream.
Breast growth is a function, mainly, of hormones. They tell the breast when to develop and when to stop. Keep wishing but, in the meantime, get some good and properly fitted bras. The size is not as important as the presentation.
One thing I forgot to mention though happens after I orgasm. My clit throbs for a couple of seconds after I climax. I could actually see it "throbbing". I know for a fact that that is not normal at all! I guess I should stop complaining on here and actually do something about it, like see a doctor...
P.S. Don't get me wrong, I like my small bust size. A little bigger wouldn't hurt though!
maybe you should take a week off. No touching, no self-loving. Have you stopped masturbating or anything for an extended period of time since this happend? You might have tramatized yourself. 1 week - no touching. then start slow and kind, with lube *for kicks!*
[QUOTE=sageadvice79;167388]maybe you should take a week off. No touching, no self-loving. Have you stopped masturbating or anything for an extended period of time since this happend? You might have tramatized yourself. 1 week - no touching. then start slow and kind, with lube *for kicks!*[/QUOTE]
Haha. Been there, done that! The most i've gone without masturbating is 3 weeks. It's so hard not to do it...lol. :o
The clit throbbing is quite normal Mine does, too. Your "fact" is not true. That is one powerful little organ. It has roughly the same number of nerve endings as a whole penis and is, therefore, much more sensitive. You can "see" it because of the hood damage or whatever that you had done.
[QUOTE=Brandye;167599]The clit throbbing is quite normal Mine does, too. Your "fact" is not true. That is one powerful little organ. It has roughly the same number of nerve endings as a whole penis and is, therefore, much more sensitive. You can "see" it because of the hood damage or whatever that you had done.[/QUOTE]
That never used to happen before I damaged my hood though...:confused:
No, it may not have because the hood was holding it firmly.
Get a good book on female sexual anatomy and do some study.