I have been having casual sex with a man for the past 15 years. This man just so happens to be my first lover. We have a strong connection as we share alot of history and similar friends. Throughout the years, we have both had relationships and even lived with other people. Before I left the state, he asked me to move in with him but I was afraid to commit. We kept in touch after I moved and even continued hooking up when I returned home for 6 months at a time. We stopped speaking for a few years because I got married and he no longer wanted to talk to me. We just recently started speaking again via phone and he wants to come and visit me. I do want to see him but #1- I am married and #2- I am scared that I would want to hook up with him. During our last conversation, he told me that he remembers the last time we were together and what we did that I never did before. He also told me that he thinks of us often. He tells me that he doesn't want to call me when my husband is home but my husband doesn't have a problem with him calling. I have been completely honest with my husband about the nature of our relationship and would never lie to him.

I am wondering why he feels this way and why he wants to see me after all these years? Do you think that he could be in love with me? :confused: