not careing!?!

[tank5617]

recently i've noticed im VERY AGGRESIVE & dont care about anything.just last week i got in a fight and i hitm he went down i didnt stop hittinh him but everytime i hit him it felt good and im useally a really relaxed person & would never do anything like that . used to i actually thought bought girls and norm guy stuff but the past month 1/2 i dont even think boutm nor am i horny anymore. i dont know why is this normal for my age (17). & no i dont think bout guys im straight. AND NO I DONT JUICE EITHER. but have saying these thing i've noticed that my workouts are 10Xs better & whatever i want to do im very focused used to my mind useally wandered but now its like my minds clear. idk would like advice.

[Qplezsthawife]

hook-on-phonics worked for me!!

i'm not even going to try to decode this

[dancingdoc2]

Originally Posted by tank5617

recently i've noticed im VERY AGGRESIVE & dont care about anything.just last week i got in a fight and i hitm he went down i didnt stop hittinh him but everytime i hit him it felt good and im useally a really relaxed person & would never do anything like that.

So, Tank, what has changed? Was this in response to some change in your MMA training philosophy? Did the fella make you mad, and if so--how? Or, did you just feel like pounding him because you didn't care other than the "high" you were getting? Other?

I find your over the top reaction interesting because I thought MMA training was in part like other disciplines in that you only reacted enough to subdue the opponent.

I remember well my twenties and not really being comfortable and "one with my self" until I hit thirty. My emotions, likes and dislikes, were like riding a pendulum and were always swinging back and forth. When I hit thirty, the pendulum centered and stopped swinging back and forth from one extreme to the other. I began to feel at ease and at peace with myself. Happy, actually. Do you think this is what is happening to you?

used to i actually thought bought girls and norm guy stuff but the past month 1/2 i dont even think boutm nor am i horny anymore. i dont know why is this normal for my age (17).

This could be the result of any of several factors, such as:
* hormonal change
* masturbating a lot
* lots of exercising, perhaps excessively
* preoccupation with school, schoolwork, job, other activities
* addictions

It is not normal for guys your age not to be thinking about girls/guys, sex, getting together, etc. So, what has changed in your life?

& no i dont think bout guys im straight. AND NO I DONT JUICE EITHER. but have saying these thing i've noticed that my workouts are 10Xs better & whatever i want to do im very focused used to my mind useally wandered but now its like my minds clear. idk would like advice.

After you do a self analysis of yourself and your behavior, I recommend making a conscious effort to get your emotions back under control, particularly if you are easily upset by more than this one fella.

Talk with your martial arts instructor in order to gain some insight.

You may also want to get a medical check up.

I hope this is of help. Got questions?

-doc

[tank5617]

thx doc and yes the guy did make me angry he hit my friend (girl) ive know sinde junior high. but thx i already think i know what the problem is.and also i dont do drugs i cant even if i wanted to because at muy thai we get tested for just bout everything. besides as a little kid i saw stuff and knew stuff no 5 year old should know.

[dancingdoc2]

This is why it is good to have all the facts up front.

> the guy did make me angry he hit my friend (girl) ive know sinde junior high.

My reply would have been much different.........................

[tank5617]

what do you mean? i was tired when i wrote it.

[tank5617]

lol i take whats happening as a good thing. I have a clear mind,i dont take shit from anyone anymore, my workout are better,my sparring is ridiculous my coach says i have a "mike tyson complex" now.Because he said i now have a look of utter destruction now.i've been in muy thai & bjj for 5 years now & im killn black blets my old sparring partner wont spar with me. because i want to hurt who ever im fighting. idk i like my new improved atitude. im doing things i was always scared of.

[lnt1103]

I wouldn't want to attempt to speak for DD2, but personally, if I'd known ahead of time that your beating on this dude was because he'd hit a very good female friend of yours, I would not have considered the beating nearly as overboard as it first sounded.

Please learn to elaborate, and spell.

[Brandye]

You may like the new attitude and think you have a clear mind. It sounds as though it is only in your clearly twisted or medicated mind that you are doing well. What you describe is a path towards destruction and prison.

Doc's advice to speak with your martial arts instructor is very good. None of the legitimate martial arts condone your attitude.

[tank5617]

LOL it was just a mood swing lasted couple of days. no im not on meds either besides i believe in eastern medicene over western. i get the mood swings every year but there different every time its my test levels the go up & down and that what had caused it.Im back to goofy old me lol & im sry i dont knuw ho 2 spll im st-st-still getn me edumaction.