The Craziest Week EVER!!!

[Ducy]

Okay so this week has been crazy...I got reprimanded at work for "flirting" at work. Pretty much all I have done is say hi, smile, and make the customers laugh...male and female alike.

Anyways Saturday I had a case of food poisoning, (I think since the food tasted funny especially coming up) that left me dying for hot wings, pringles and hot chocolate. I ate it and strangely felt perfectly fine

Yesterday I learned how to use an AED, and my teacher left me in charge of the class while he went home since he was feeling a bit ill. So basically I taught my First Aid class. A college freshman teaching 25 and 30 year olds. Kinda trippy. Then went to math, and walked out after telling my teacher he was boring. (Im not an ***hole, he accused me of cheating since I dont pay attention in class and still get an A. And he really is boring)

So I picked up my friend and drove over 300 miles for no apparent reasons. We even wound up racing another car down the I-5. Finally learned what 110 mph feels like . What can I say I love to race.

Then when I got home, my friend (ex) said she needed to talk to me about something important. So of course I was a little sad because I thought she needed to tell me that she was lesbian. I came home around 7 or so, only to find my moms friend. (family doctor) at our house. she did an hour long interrogation about my lifestyle, eating habits, hobbies and even sexual history. Come to find out she was evaluating me because my mom said that I was suicidal. (Started depression meds in august, so they are making sure its not causing problems). She was leaving for hawaii in the morning, and since her and my mom were so close she decided to make a home call since it was something of this magnitude...but I still could not figure out how she got this thought in her head, but just wait it gets better.

My friend calls me at 7:00 this morning and says to come over. I thought she was going to tell me she was lesbian, so I was kinda dreading itt. Although I kinda figured it would happen. She left the door unlocked so I went in, and she was in her bath robe, fresh out of the shower and looking gorgeous...

So we said hi, and shes like I have a confession. Well she walked up to me, and kissed me. With more passion and sensuality than she had ever done, and I pulled away about 2 seconds later because I was a bit nervous. She sensed it and without me having to ask, she told me she was bi curious because she couldnt hook up with a girl, but she would fantasize. And she had tried to hook up with her bff who is bi, but the farther she went the more turned off she got. And this was basically everyday for three weeks. She would fantasize during class, and when school ended she couldnt wait. But when the chance came she was slightly repulsed. And her friend is pretty beautiful. So she figures that only when it was in her head could she enjoy it.

There were some tears and stuff because basically we were in "getting back together mode" and after a heart to heart, we decided to try a relationship again. Then as I walked out the door, she grabbed my hand and pulled me back in. So I asked her what she wanted, and she pushed me onto the couch. I started to laugh, but then my mouth dropped because she did something she never did before. She started to undress me, and once I was down to my boxers she dropped her robe. revealing...nothing whatsoever.

So we made out, and then it moved into things that had usually never happened because she didnt really know what she liked so it was difficult for her to enjoy. So she pulls me on her, and starts pushing my head to her crotch, and has me go down on her and finger her, and then after she came she starts going down on me. Well I tried to warn her, but she ignored me, and kept on going right through me finishing. I expected her to stop to go to spit, but she swallowed and wanted to keep going. but I was too sensitive. . So we laid their, both pretty exhausted and talked a bit, and i started to get hard and when she looked down I could see the look in her eye that basically said I want you. So I asked what had changed, and she said "well since I know that I cant **** around with girls, I can focus all my energy on ****ing you. So we fooled around some more, and she asked if I had a condom...but of course I figured this day wouldnt happen. So we stopped, and decided to go out to dinner tonight and see what happens.


Phew...that was long. Sorry. I just had to tell somebody, and the only person near me were my parents and I cant tell them. Im sure there are a lot of wrong things with me and my girlfriend right now, but please dont flame or ruin my mood...well you can, its just not really prefered.

[curious_woman]

Wow interesting week. I say take a grain of salt while in the relationship with her... I know you love her but shes a bit unstable about her emotions. Just be careful, and enjoy what you have no with no regrets. Good luck!

[Ducy]

I know. I guess its a bit more for sexual exploration right now to see if thats what she really likes. So If something happens, there arent as many emotions invested as there was the first time.

[HardNgood]

take what she "GIVES" you...FWB

[oedipussy]

Well good for you, Ducy. Though I hope you've learned a bit from the past and don't get too attatched...

Unfortunately I think my days of 100+ mph driving are over - too many tickets. Now I've got 361 cubic inches of displacement and nothing to do with them. What kind of beater did you achieve that speed in?

[Ducy]

01 Saturn sc2 coupe. Was a bit sad, cuz I was afraid to get a little too wild cuz I needed an oil change and my car has an automatic shut off at 124 miles per hour. Fuel pump shuts down. pretty sad.

[oedipussy]

What is that, a 4-banger? I'm surprised you could get it to go that fast. I've got one - a Nash Metro. It's a ridiculous, dinky little thing. I only drove it like 3 times and I think it tops out at around 85 mph. I don't even know why I still have it.

My other cars are quite impressive though... Big, throaty V8s.

Sorry to turn this into car chat, but I'm bored...

[Ducy]

lol no worries. but yea we ended it cuz idk...we both just decided there asnt any spark...kinda strange