19 Years Difference

[yumi]

Hello. I am in a weird situation. I was a student in US, I met a guy who is 19 years older than me. He is 37, I am 18 He is married, he has a daughter one and half years old. When i was In US his family and i had good relationship, I mean with his wife. I still email to her, talk to her. I came to my country 2 month ago, we sitll have call each other, e-mail.
It is not right to take this decision but i couldn't deal with my heart. I feel bad, i feel like a person who takes happiness.
He told everything to his wife, she was first in shock, but now she is getting used to this position. Even she is talking to me normal. She told her husband she loves her, but they decided to divorce.
He says i am not actual reason of it, it is not just because of me, anyways it was going to happen.
I am kind of depressed of this situation, and kind of got used to hurt hearts.
There is some reason that we may not be together. As i told you before we are not from the same country, we have different cultures, traditions.

I just want to tell you, may be somebody has similiar situation or you know somebody in a similar situation. I need ideas how people deal with this situation and what is their decsions in this case. Thank you

[sera300]

I have dated & slept with a few married men---they stated they were not married when I met them. Later I found they were not single after a few dates & I ended it.

Best I can tell you is you are home, put it behind you, and move on with your life & don't repeat the same mistake.