03-20-2007, 04:26 PM
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Suicide
Hello all... I have been dealing with severe depression and bipolar disorder for a long time now. I have struggled with self worth issues and even suicidal tendencies. I have been seeing a psychiatrist and a psychologist, but to no avail. I have also tried practically every medication in every dosage and combination known to man. I even went into a mental hospital to try and get things under contol. It just seems like my life continues to go downhill every day. I am at the end of my rope and keep coming up with one and only one solution.... suicide. I have been thinking long and hard on this one, and it seems like it is the only answer to stop all of the **** that is going on in my life. I just thought that I would post this in here kind of as a last post.... That is unless my mind changes (doubtful). I am just so sick of everything in my life turning into a major letdown. I shouldn't have to try to be happy... Happiness is supposed to be a carefree feeling.
Mods... Please don't delete this... It is also an attempt to show people that no matter how bad they think their lives are, there are people with MUCH worse problems than them 
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03-20-2007, 04:36 PM
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Stop...remember the other day? Remember you told me what happened? You told me your life was better & I told you when the times get down to remember the good times and hold on?
This is the time, think about how good you felt the other day & how you are seeing someone. Call and talk to someone...NOW. Don't do anything stupid, you know there are better times...
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03-20-2007, 04:52 PM
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03-20-2007, 05:02 PM
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You have the professionals in your life.
Stick with them, when you have a ****ty day get in touch with them or some other form of professional immediate help. Life will not be as easy for you as it is the rest of us, i really feel for you and wish you the best, but as for advice on how to cheer you up or make you stop feeling this way i just wont bother cause you have been professionally diagnosed with issues normal people cant understand and cant help you with. Its not that your weak, you have been naturally programed a different way than the rest of us. Its not your fault and its not something you conquer alone. So the best i can say is, dont be to hard on yourself and use your resources to the fullest. Resist that urge to give up and fight for what I hope you can find to be a better days.
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03-21-2007, 08:30 AM
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Whether I am still here is irrelevant to whether I will be later... I have been talking to one of your respected members and "telling my story" so to speak. I am serious about this. This is NOT a "call for help." There is no help for me anymore. My doctors made that loud and clear when they told me I was a "lost cause" and a "waste of resources." I might have a FEW more days in me AT BEST.
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03-21-2007, 01:55 PM
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How old are you anyway? I felt the same when I was young but it's not so bad now.
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03-21-2007, 04:03 PM
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Medical professionals/doctors in these parts would have you "hospitalized" ASAP to curtail any self abuse...must be different where you are?
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