Hey Ya'll

I've been seeing my gf for about four months now. From the word go we have been at it like flies on sh** (First night we hooked up - which in retrospect bothers me btw as we are serious) I'll get to the point. She intimidates me. I've talked with her about past realationships - never a good idea - and she didnt have to say alot for me to know that she has done basically every posistion you cld think plus a whole lot of other sh** i probably havent even heard of. (Apologies for saying sh** the whole time

I know its pathetic but I can't stop thinking about it. She's 24 and i'm 20. Not saying she's the village bysical at all but she's got a hell of alot more experience than I do. We've talked about it and she say's I have nothing to worry about - that I drive her wild without even touching her. But this isn't the point. We average about three times a day now but I am so fuc**ng paronoid that I can't experiment because I have the FEAR. That i will not be as good as the others - I feel like a child both in the sense that i am a pri** for feeling this way but also that I can't help myself.

She is wild. I love it. Yet I resent it because I don't know if I can handle it...when I said average I meant every freakin day - is that normal? We've been going together now for 5 months; i'm bloody knackered! Anways I'm venting so if this pisses you off then so be it but can anyone tell me how to satisfy an ostensibly insatiable appetite? I don't know whether its even my c*** she loves or just co** full stop.

Goddamn I sound like an a** but I need help. I love this girl but at the same time i feel that this must be infatuation if i feel like i'm walking the green mile. She doesn't appear to have any shame whatsoever about places in public. She loves it.

N.B. Excuse my post for being a boring n' poor naration of my oh so excitig insecurities.