Okay, so I met a girl about a month and a half ago, talked quite a bit really chill etc. Anyways, we went out about two weeks ago, almost wound up having sex but she started having second thoughts cuz she just broke up with her boyfriend (around the time we first met)

So i spent the night, we texted back and forth for about two days, she started sending me some interesting pics, and I went out with her again, only this time we wound up going at it all night. (Been taking Novadex XT which is an estro blocker, Helps keep hormone levels normal and the nice side effect is increase in libido....huge increase)

I left the next morning, was chillin with my friend and I started to think about the night before so I called her looking to see if she wanted to go on another "date". Her man answers the phone and was like Who the fuck is this. So I played it cool and just pretended to be a friend from work, wondering if she could cover a shift.

Now I thought she was single, and when she called me back later that night, she told me that she hadnt really broken up, she was just bored with her man, and was looking for fun and now she wants to ditch him for me cuz I am supposedly really good.

Well I dropped her like a used condom, and just felt like a total dick for being the one who she used to cheat. I didnt know but I still felt really guilty.

Then last night I went to a party met a girl, we made out and I went down on her, but the entire time I was soft. Horny but soft. So I just pretended like nothing was wrong, and continued to go down on her till she finally was too tired. Tried again this afternoon and still the same. I just started to get freaked out and i just start to question and yea...

So any advice how I can get over this whole thing. I mean I am finally getting out there, trying to date and just enjoy life and sex, and this is happening.