what to do, what to do?!?!?!

[GreyShadow]

Originally Posted by lnt1103

You're neither clueless nor oblivious. You're merely over-thinking.

that's part of my personality type...can't help it.

I do have an up date on when I went over and came clean on how I was feeling if anyone's interested...

[EvilEvilKitten]

Tsk!

Yes you can help it. You can do anything you choose to do - esp. 'help' your flaws.

Face up. 'Fess up. Fix up!

No more excuses!

[GreyShadow]

Originally Posted by EvilEvilKitten

Tsk!

Yes you can help it. You can do anything you choose to do - esp. 'help' your flaws.

Face up. 'Fess up. Fix up!

No more excuses!

yes ma'am...by your evil command, I am your willing minion.

first, I confessed this whole thing scared the crap our of me, and it all felt so alien (remember she knows my history as well as I do), and where this was all going. she reassured me there was no intention of leading to THE "M" WORD, she had enough of that, we talked about not being kids anymore, and I should feel convident enough to talk like this and not worry she would get mad or hurt...we both have similar experriences (that's part of thereason we get along so well)...there was some hugs, kisses tossed in during the time talking...in all, it wasn't hot and heavy, but....good, like having comfort food, (meatloaf or potroast or something) does that make since?

as soon as I hit 'submit' I'll be headed back over, I promised...

[EvilEvilKitten]

"I am your willing minion."

LOL Just what I love to hear from a man!

[GreyShadow]

anyone want an update?

here goes, I went over and picked her up and went to appleby's (got that special they have for two), I had their Brew, she diet coke, we both had the motz sticks and steaks....chatted about our common interests besides my fears and our pets (both of us have parrots)...movies we like, compairing old school actors to modern, like cary grant to george clooney, lucile ball to Oprah (lucy was the brain behind Desilu studios and one smart cookie decades before oprah and Harpo productions)...then we walked about the mall checking theater playings and, get this....the reason for the brew earlier on my part? Actually a jesture of trust, I let her drive my jeep..NO ONE DRIVES MY JEEP! EVER, BUT ME....and went back to my place, sat and talked somemore, she told me some very personal secrets I'm honor bound to keep. and yes, we did end up in bed. not as stressed as I was when she first brought up the subject, but still feeling anxiety, things (i feel) didn't go as earth shaking as she deserved on my part...but I didn't run sheeking into the night in panic....then we tried the shower bit, and took her home...it all, simple, sweet and....(?). (yah, I know it sounds like a WE network movie, but give me break 'k?)

now I tease her that she got me drunk and had her evil ways with me, that gets my shoulder punched...

[EvilEvilKitten]

TY for the great update!