Stop hanging out where he hangs out. Come on! Why put yourself through this when you do not have to? Are you a sucker for punishment? Are you just a wimpy dreary girl born without a spine? "Oh he's my first love!" Cue the violins. Lord, how mawkish can you get?
Is THIS how you want to live the rest of your life; mooning after some guy who doesn't give a damn about you and will forget your name after about 2 years????
Hey - don't you know that that is precisely how ABUSERS manipulate women into staying with them in spite of broken bones, miscarriages due to be beaten, raped kids, etc.????