Alright, so we have been going out about 8 months now. The past month has not been exactly the greatest with me and my girlfriend. Ever since may, when a bunch of people she knew from highschool came back shes been a lot different person. Our relationship has been skidding downhill ever since.
Heck the 2 weeks before this one we had only gone out once each week for not a really long time. Shes all like now she has so little to talk about with me because there is all this so nothing happening in her life. Yet she is seemingly always so busy, and she tells me she is. She gives me this I love you crap, but then doesnt, but then does, but then doesn't. PLayin these games with my head which is really tickin me.
Heck, last saturday her lil sis's grad party i went to cause she wanted me to come. I got her lil sis a card, to congrats her because well heck she deserves it, she graduated highschool its a big thing in anyones life no matter if you hated it or love it. My gf got all jelious, she was round and about with and without me through the whole thing, she had a lot of relatives there that wanted to talk to me so it was really hard for us to spend much time together. In the end, i walked out to my car, she follows me and we talk a bit and then she says a few nasty things to me before i left.
Shocked the shit out of me, because i have always tried to be the best bf i always could be to her. I left, and well we were going to be apart for a 5 or so days just to think of stuff anyways so it gave me a good time to review things. Was kinda border lined, somehow wed. we saw eachother at school a bit and talked. We met up thursday afternoon after classes, everything seemed to be a lot like it did a while back, good things, heck we were holdin hands and kissin. I was thinkin all right maybe all this wierdness she's been portrayin as of late is over.
Nope, later she calls me, we're talkin about lots of stuff. She has a lot of things shes been dealin with as of late, she says a few of them and she gets all over emotional and just wants her space. Wierd thing, is shes been talkin to "friends" and havin fun with friends a lot last week, and this week she had a lot a time yesterday to call and do something then with me or her friend. Yet today she feels like shit yet she is going to go do something with her friend, yet she felt the same yesterday and couldnt do anythin with me. So is it that she really feels shitty, or is she lying to keep me away? But then comes the question, if she is trying to keep me away then why would she even talk to me yesterday. Act like everything was how things used to be yesterday... sorry if this is so confusing to whoever reads this, but dang this is just as confusing to me if not more.
Mind you we are both going to college, and that with these friends she had back in highschool that have come back she hasn't even bothered to really introduce them to me at all. Now doesn't that seem frikin strange or what!? That and she doesn't even ever really want to see my friends, or even let me introduce her to them because she doesn't feel like she says 'ready today, :sigh: maybe another day'. I am coming to wonder, is she so immature still in life, in relationships, that this is the end product for something she's trying to tell me?
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07-01-2005, 07:01 AM
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