Saving my relationship

[hereandnow]

Personally, I think you are a perfect match - she loves to torment you - and you love to take it!

Get married immediately - do not pass GO, do not collect $200!

[Rick 3204]

Shes not tormenting me. Like I said I only still post all this to sort of show how things do end up turning out. Im not upset by it really. Im just sticking around to see how stupid she is going to be. Yeah I did care alot which caused me to try and get her to see how she acts screws her life up. But shes made it quite clear that shes ignorant to it. I see it now as something I had to learn. And I want to make sure I never make the same mistakes again. And that I also wont let myself get this pulled down into it. And no I am not immature, I was just foolishly devoted to her. And I had a hope that if I showed her what she was loosing that she might wake up. My fault. Im not here for comfort or anything like that because it isnt an issue. I think the problem is that I actually loved her. not some teenage bullshit "love". I really felt attached to her and it screwed me up. I have a dad and thats it no other family and my friends dont give a crap. I also have a problematic personal life I wont explain here. It all combined with my situation with her and I just couldnt handle it. But Ive drug myself out of it. And just look at it as a chance to learn and observe now.

[xx22xx]

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Quote[/b] ]Rick 3204 Posted on Mar. 15 2003,03:23
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Shes not tormenting me

Well that's a good one if I ever heard it. *Actually, I think you're right. *You're tormenting yourself. *Break it off. *No e-email, no phone, no letters, no visits, no birthday, no holiday, no holidays, no problems.