Is there somthing wrong with me?

[Beans518]

I was wondering if there was something wrong with me? At the age of thirteen I was molested. I told my mother and she kicked me out of the house because I told her that my stepfather did it. After I was kicked out I had to prostitute for food and shelter Because I did nott know what else to do. I have had sex with maybe a hundred plus people. I"ve had sex with multiple partners at one time, I've had sex with couples and I have had sex with females( I am a female)What is bothering me is that I am constantly horny. I like to have rough sex. I like to be choked and restrained. I am now thirty and in a long term relationship and my partner knows all of my history. I am constantly in a state of arousel and I feel my old urges coming back. Is there something wrong with constantly wanting to have sex? I mastrabate alot. I do this to relieve stress and often to go to sleep. Often if I do not mastrabate I feel nervous and anxious. My partner is good at suppling me with sex often, but I am starting to feel as if it is not enough. I have fantisies of being with other males and females. Should I seek help? I have never before asked for help because I was ashamed.

[Newtolove]

at thirteen your mother faced almost as severe charges as your step father could of why didn't you do something about it ?

[Beans518]

My mother faced no charges. My stepfather faced charges but they later let him go because they said it was he say she say. If my mother beleived it she never said anything. No witness no charges. Let's face it what more could I have done at thirteen?

[timsgirl]

actually your mother wuold have faced charges if people werent so damn stupid

Originally Posted by Beans518

My mother faced no charges. My stepfather faced charges but they later let him go because they said it was he say she say. If my mother beleived it she never said anything. No witness no charges. Let's face it what more could I have done at thirteen?

[katiebug]

Have you seen a counselor for any of this? No doubt your rocky past is going to affect your current relationship. It would probably be helpful to talk to a professional and to figure out how to curb your urges to have sex with multiple people, as that won't be healthy for your current relationship either.