[Rayne24]

So my problem is that I'm a virgin and I get horny sometimes. I've masterbated, mostly in the shower but I always feel guilty afterwards, like I did something wrong. I've talked to my ex about it and he's always said it's completely normal but it's still weird for me. I think this is why I can't really please myself the way I wish I could. I don't feel like I get into it enough to hit that point.
Not only that, but I've never actually spoke with my friends about it but I've heard them say masterbating is nasty and I always think of that when I've done it. Is this weird? Am I overreacting? How do I get myself to fully relax?