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Dear God, reading this forum got me burning hot ... hmm ... I'll get over the first time here: walking home, some young gay guy was clearly giving me the look-over (I was 21) from the other side of the street, and I followed him past some houses to near a river past them. I think the fact I had long hair, a baggy silk shirt and tight leather jeans may have appealed to him, but I'm guessing He sucked me off a little, but I didn't come - too nervous. I was going to take him in my mouth but his penis was, er, well it looked like it had been through the wars. Besides, I was scared of catching something, and he gave me the air of someone who shall we say had been around a bit, and he seemed surprised by a request for condoms. So there you go.
My *real* first time was a few years later when I was on my way home from a bar and got picked up by a total stranger. That was my first anal sex experience, and I loved it, though it was outdoors on a cold night. He started without a condom, but I stopped him after a minute and had him put one on. That was difficult, because my eyes were practically rolling up into the back of my head with pleasure from the sensation of his naked cock in me. I'd tried a few times before, but it hurt like hell as some as some guy tried to stick it in. So we stopped, he rubbered up, and fucked me til he came a few minutes later.
I've had several guys come in my mouth before and since over the years, and that was (mostly) terrific (though I consider myself almost entirely straight - don't laugh), but ever since I've fantasised to an insane degree about being topped by someone bareback. I have desperately vivid masturbatory fantasies about the exact moment someone shoots their load in my ass, whether I could feel it flowing into me, the sound of them groaning and thrusting, the works. But, like someone said, who can you trust, guys being guys? I can fantasise about taking the risk, but too scared to do it in real life.
Mind you, I've shot my load that way in other guys, while wearing a condom, and enjoyed it. Mounting and fucking another guy is pleasantly like being in a woman, and I usually come pretty quickly. I had one or two requests to take the rubber off, but nope. I played safe (with some regret).
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