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My first time ......I was 13 y/o spending the night with my best friend accross the street and after a night of riding our bikes we went back to his house and went to bed. He told me I had to sleep naked so I just assumed it was ok, so I did. I woke up in the middle of the night with something warm in my mouth.....his cum. He had been j/o in my mouth for months/yrs i dunno then one night it was his tool right in my face and he stuck it in my mouth. I just pretended I was asleep while he put it in.......then I felt him penetrate my butt...I started to yell and he said it was ok just to calm down. Next thing you know me and him every weekend would blow each other and he would insert in me.
I didn't know any better at that age. By the time I was 18 I was so messed up about my sex life I didn't know if I wanted a penis in my mouth or a nice pair of boobs and a warm soft spot.
Now I am 34 and have had my own experiences, about 20-25 in 20 yrs and as of TODAY I am still confused....I gave a guy oral a couple weeks ago because my g/f wanted to see it but I LOVED it and SO DID HE.
I feel like my head is spinning right now.....don't know what I want MORE!! I love both but it's just not that easy. any advice?
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