[AlexandriaDaGr8]

EvilEvilKitten and Int1103...thanks so much for the posts. I will look around in my local area for a sex therapist. I do agree that I need to give him some intimacy. I feel so bad that I treat him this way by neglecting him. I was molested at 4 and he didn't stop until I was 9. I feel he robbed me of my life, my sexual being and right now he is rotting in hell. He died 3 years ago. I always knew something was wrong with me mentally with sex, but I was in and out of denial, I didn't want to be mentally screwed up about this.