Hey guys, Im new here as you can see
. I need to get something off my chest because I would feel abnormally awkward if I talked to my brothers or Dad about this. First off, Im not sure if there are many trolls on this forums, If so..Leave or Just call me a pussy haha. Ive had 2 really good relationships but we never really got anywhere. When I actually had balls, I wanted to actually lose my virginity to this girl. As I liked her alot and I told her, She was too nervous to do so. Thats another story for another time though. And my second girlfriend was kind of shy and we really never even fucking kissed. I like relationships alot more then just..tap it and leave. Sooo, Still being a virgin and a senior in High school is pretty uncomfortable. Im 16 turning 17 on halloween And im too much of a bitch to get pussy or even do smaller things like blowjobs and such, I would have no problem going down on a girl. But going down on me is nerve racking. The only problem is that im afraid I will bust my load as soon as i get in or she wraps her lips around. I cant stand the thought of her laughing at me or telling her friends I bust my nut too quickly. As ive been told that it happens to everyone. Its kind of harsh for me because basically almost every girl had sex before. And noticing on other forums how people SAY they have a 10-12 inch penis makes me more uncomfortable because Im basically rolling at 7 inches erected. So Im not sure if thats too small for a girl and if so. That would even lower my self esteem to go out for girls. So Please give me advice, and be honest. Whenever i think of this...I imagine bringing a girl back to my place and As i slip in.. I just bust.. Im so nervous of that. And im like freaking out because I REALLY dont want that happening. PLEASE help, I would appreciate it very much
