ok.. so.. my boyfriend and i have been going out for about a year.. he knows im not having sex until i marry him! so i mean we have been like foolin around, pretty much sex with clothes.. he has seen me without clothes but im ok with that and he as fingered me.. but like.. im scared about the actual SEX! like is it at ALL glamorous as like movies? i have a feeling.. not! but i THINK im gettin close to being ready. because i KNOW im going to marry him! but idk. i think i should wait!... please just tell me what you know.. what was your first time like!?
