Ok Im going to say this .. Don't be offended lol
Your mother is a right bitch, how dare she try and push this onto you, What right does she have to stop you having children of your own. If she was my mother I would tell her to F off
I was almost your age when I had my first child and didnt want to be a mother and didnt think I would be able to look after a baby (my mother also said I would make a terrible mother lol). But that baby is now over 21....... So I done it.. maybe not the perfect mother but
It all seemed to slip into place...
You are still very young to decide on this .. I suggest you wait untill
you are atleast in your late 20's before deciding weather you
would like to have children..... maybe get an IUD instead of being on the pill?
At your age your mother should not be trying to influence your future