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Originally Posted by Brandye
I do not know whether your weight is a problem or merely a symptom of underlying psychological issues.
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Mom is just a mom of two who was a mom of three until 15 years ago, and I'm the youngest, and you can figure out the rest I'm sure. I just try not to give her anymore stuff like this to think about than she already has running through her mind anyway.
T will tell you that, psychologically, I'm the healthiest I've been since he met me. Truth be known, since my sibling's death when I was 15. He categorically disagrees that I look 'that bad', or that I have a single sign of a disorder (no teeth are falling out, no exercise besides living on the third floor with no elevator, no rushing to the restroom right after meals), or that it's any of my colleagues' business. As an example of 'substantial lunch', I had roughly 70 grams of carb at lunch today. Pasta and yogurt.
It just gets very frustrating to try so hard to put weight on, to no avail. And then to find out people look at me and think I have a disorder...argh!!