[JOshua]

Hi
I fell for a girl at my Church a few months ago.
I'm not sure if it was waht some people would call love, but I cared and still care for her very deeply.
She made it clear that she's not interested at all.
She's only 20 I'm 31
we met in this Class in My church. Hosted by the Pastor.
It's a very elite class.
I signed a contract saying no drugs, alcohol or premarital sex while i was in the class

It';s also a 45 min drive from my home, and I own a business.
plus she will be there. I really don't want to be around her at all b/c of the pain of rejection.
I am wondering should I let this be the straw that breaks the camel's back? and drop out of the class?
Am i being a coward for leaving the class, or am I being smart in protecting myself?

Anyways thanks for the advice.
--Joshua