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Hm. I wish I could get some help with this, but I know it's more of a personal/mental problem than anything else. I just don't know how to get over it, really.
It annoys me - and I think that's the main problem. I get so horny, pretty often - and then when I masturbate it just gets, well, boring. I loose interest - I can't figure out what feels right, get discouraged, and stop. Or I just can't focus on anything to think about, I suppose I just get so bored without my boyfriend there to help. (And then when he is, all I want -is- him, lol) I'm sure it's just the mentality of it, but when he does it, it's 'better'. Even if I try doing the same thing he does to me. For some reason being alone isn't nearly exciting enough. Bah.
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