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First - what school? Second - why are you still hanging around there?
The essence of life is forward not backward.
The past is over and done with - period. And it can be used as a useful selection tool once you have cleaned up your act and become the fine man you were supposed to be from the start. How so? Because if after getting to know you at all, if she runs away after hearing about your past - she's not the one for you. Let her go.
Of course this depends upon what you did in the past. Things like abuse, murder, torture, being psycho/sociopathic, inducing others to suicide through bullying, being in a gang/Mafia or with a warlord in Africa - some things cannot be overcome. Sorry, but there it is.
But it is the usual run of stupid teenage doofus stuff - yes, you can overcome that. All teens are periodically boneheaded.
I know it is fashionable to go back and apologise but DON'T. Re-opening wounds doesn't do much good and confession is unworthy because it doesn't change what happened and only makes you feel better while making the other person(s) feel worse - like they have to forgive you or something when they may not want to. Sorry again, but it is up to you to deal with your past on your own time not anyone else's.
My advice:
Fix yourself and fix your life now.
Keep your mouth shut.
Get on with building a decent life.
Wait for the right woman and not just any woman.
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