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The fact that I believe in two people dedicating themselves to each other has nothing to do with 'the good girl doctrine'. I'm not the 16 year old girl who's stuck on a fairy tale whose thick skull you're trying to get through to break a taboo. I've tried being the Booty Call. Wasn't my style, and not because 'good girls don't to it'. Because I needed more from him than he was able, or willing, to give. You've said yourself that sex is the expression of two people's desire for each other. He didn't want the real ME, he only wanted what I could do for his piece. There is much more to the real ME than that, and I deserve better. If you could have been a fly on the wall of some of our conversations, you'd see what I mean. He wouldn't admit it, but he really didn't give a shit and couldn't be bothered with certain so called 'inconveniences' that are part of my very being.
Perhaps that says more about the man than the practice. But I'm far from the only woman in the world whose opinion of a practice was doomed because of the man she tried it with.
Last edited by lnt1103; 07-29-2009 at 04:46 AM..
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