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so i have no experience at all...
i'm really young but in terms of sexual experience, most people my age aren't virgins
that doesnt bother me tho because i plan to wait till marraige
however... i've been experimenting with masturbating, and i just don't seem good at it
clitoral stimulation is a different feeling, but i wouldnt say pleasurable, same with fingering... i can get really wet, and can even get 4 fingers in, but like i said i don't know if i'd call the feeling pleasurable...
however, i was masturbating, i had 2 fingers i was pumping pretty fast i guess, and i realized i must have scratched myself because my fingers were bloody... i know there aren't that many pain receptors in there so i guess thats why i didnt feel anything but im worried... did i hurt myself? will it get infected? my vagina hurts, but i think thats mainly from stretching it with 4 fingers... im kinda worried, and don't know what to do... it would be awkward to talk to my mom about just because female masturbation was like a huge no-no in her time... is there any way to make sure it heals correctly if there is a cut and is there a way to avoid infection? also... after i masturbate my clit hurts really bad, like wearing jeans hurts, and my underwear rubbing on it hurts... is that normal?
thanks so much
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