[EvilEvilKitten]

OMG - one lout telling you that you were nothing is enough to break your ego?!?! Come on, girl - consider the source - some young punk who the girls tolerate for a period of time and then kick out. I wonder how many times he's told girls "yeah, my first time too". He lied about that.

Stop moaning about he was soo great - pffft. He isn't. He is a LOUT. You're not a cocker spaniel so quit acting like one. It is disgusting. You have invested all the virtues of mankind in a kid who told you that you were nothing. (And he lied here too.) How stupid is that? Stop it.

People treat you the way you "tell" them to treat you. If you want someone to care about you - then look, dress, speak, and behave as a person who is worth caring about. Self-respect, and confidence will get you those you want while scaring off punks and louts.

Sex does NOT equal love. The two are entirely different things. Love is the emotional bond while sex is the physical expression of desire. NEVER confuse the two. You not only do not have to date to get sex, you don't even have to actually like him to enjoy him - it helps but it isn't mandatory. Always use BCPs and Condoms

The 5 Rules or What Your Mother Should Have Told You

1. School comes first
2. It is NOT love
3. Do not get diseased.
4. Do not get pregnant.
5. YOU pick the man.

Focus upon school. Fix yourself up. Quit being all meek and mild - do the female equivalent of 'grow a set'.
The reason you want him back is so you can salve your pride by then breaking up with him. Do NOT do that. Let it go. The kid is unworthy. Do NOT have him even as a friend.