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The first thing to do is to fix your English. I'm young myself but I never use "ghetto crap English". Some people will not be able to understand you with such a lack of trying to type proper English.

You and this guy have feelings for one another. You had sex with him twice. Taking your clothes off was not a step down. You still had sex with him. It is hard to start from scratch twice.

Well I don't think you are hurting your chances of a relationship with him. You had sex with the guy so that does not damage his feelings towards you. The problem is you told him you made a mistake, and four days later had sex with him again. You are sending him mix signals of confusion. You need to site down and talk to him about the problem.

You need to control your lust. I suggest you and him go out on dates. Be seen in public. This way you two are not behind closed doors, and will be less tempted to have sex.

Also wear a condom in future sexual encounters. You did not mention if you used one or not. Remember safety first.