No Solution
Hello everyone I am Franklin. I have a problem with trying to find a women to start a relationship with. I have looked everywhere on the internet for articles relating to my issue but I have none. I feel as if there is no solution to my problem.
This is my problem. I am a 19 year old male. I have never had a girlfriend and never been kissed before. Of course I am a virgin. Throughout school every girl(seriously) thinks that I am the ugliest piece of shit on God's green Earth. I have asked over 10 different girls out on dates. All of them said no. 2 of them lied that they liked me but did not. They told me the truth after a good period of time talking to them but I was not dating them. We just talked.
Women has never approached me. They never flirt with me. They never hit on me. They never show interest. Women give me a disgusting look on their faces when someone mention me in a conversation about looks, relationships, dating, etc.
My family, friends, and church family always have told me I am a nice looking guy. However as you known women think differently of me. I believe my family, friends, and church family is just being nice to me. They just don't want to hurt my feelings. Some of my friends say it just takes longer for others. I don't feel that way. As I said I feel as if there is no solution for my problem. Every woman does not want the ugliest piece of shit on God's green Earth.
Well to completely judge this issue you need to know a little bit more about me. As I said I am a 19 year old. I'm currently going to college. My hobbies are video games, NFL, NBA, WWE, DragonBall Z, MegaMan, Brett Favre, RATED-RKO, bowling, shopping, I'm making my own video game, music(rock/pop, I hate ghetto music), hanging out with friends, going out to eat, etc.
Physically I am 6'2 weighting about 170 pounds so I am slender. I wear glasses. I am black. My ears do stretch out more horizontally which is different from most people.
I was very popular in high school and well known. I was not a jock but a cool guy. I'm funny, cool, and mature. Since I am into so many things I can relate to many different people. So I am out going and sociable. I can be a very nice person.
I do have female friends but they are not anything more. I'm not into going to parties. They really don't interest me unless it is someone's birthday or a solider coming back from Iraq.
Here are my standards for women when it comes to dating and relationships. She must pass all of my standards. First She must be slender. I am not attracted to fat women. Second she must have at least a c cup. Small breast turn me off. Third she must be a Christian. I want someone with the same religious beliefs. Fourth she must dress nice. Fifth she must be clean. Sixth we must have good communication with one another.
If I ever lost my virginity(which I know I won't) I want to titty fuck a woman. Thinking about or watching titty fucking is a huge turn on for me. My friends thinks this is weird. They also think that this does not do anything to the woman what so ever.
Since women do not want me, I have turn to porn. I join a porn network named Brazzers on the internet and just download porn. I only watch storyline porn with slender women with big tits. I see this as the only choice God and women have given me. I must admit I do enjoy porn. I jack off to porn at least 3 times a day. I have over 200GB worth of it on my external harddrive all from the same network. However if I ever fine anyone(which I won't) I'm more than willing to stop watching porn.
Here is a picture of myself.
Last edited by RATED-RKOFRANKLIN; 07-17-2009 at 01:29 PM..
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