[thokrit]

I have been discussing the topic of oral sex with my girlfriend for a couple months now. She has told me that she wants to sexually please me in that aspect but has never done it before. Until recently she has thought of it as rather disgusting. We are both 18.

It is getting to the point where recently we were having sex and she told me she wanted to suck me really bad but she just stared at my genitalia and I did not want to seem pushy with it so we both just laid there until I got the picture that she wouldn't go forth with it by herself.

Now I mean it doesn't bother me really but the fact is myself being 18 years of age if she says or does anything roughly perverted involving the mouth I just get super horny and my mind runs wild with fantasy because of the fact she will not say no she will not do it. I've brought this to her attention before where I asked her if she didn't feel comfortable with the idea of it to just tell me so I stop getting false hope in those such moments because when I realize my mind is playing tricks on me I feel gloomy.