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Yeah, I guess I'm a fool for love. It's like, if she came back to me and said she wanted to get back and that she made a huge mistake, I would probably take her back if I wasn't over her. I think the reason why I think about her more is because I know I'm getting over her quicker then expected, yet I don't want to but I am. It's kind of confusing really, lol. I'm getting over her and I'm afraid of getting over her because i want to be with her sometime. I know that if i get over her, its done, at least for a while if not for good. But, if I don't get over her, then I'd take her back but there would be changes and i wouldn't take her back unless I knew things were going to be different and better.
My girlfriend before my EX cheated on me, we stayed together after she made the decision of choosing me. I didn't want to leave her either, I THOUGHT I wanted to be with her so I tried to work it out.. A week later, I felt that nothing would change and I just felt different and broke up. It was more of a mutual thing though, so no harm done really. I missed her occasionally, but I think we were both fine. Were good friends now oddly enough. The only thing I'm worried about with my recent ex is that I have to get my tax forums still. I've tried to contact her mom so she could drop them by, but her phone is broken. I don't wanna go through the pain of seeing this girl, especially if I get random spurts of "missing her a lot". I don't want to talk or see her unless we are getting together, for the most part.
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