[llblovesejw]

I don't know how my memom felt. I asked my mom how her mom felt about that, but she didn't answer, just kept yelling about that same thing over and over. And while I'm not currently employed, I am avidly looking for a job right now.
I'm not 100% sure (no one ever is) but I think I can do it. I'm extremely good at saving up money and since I don't currently have any bills or any taxes yet, I only need a small amount of money from each paycheck.

I know I have the problem of being a super-optimist sometimes. That may be a bad thing maybe, but I think it just helps me really put my mind to it. Like... I can do this. Me and Billy. We can do this.

Unfortunately, that's not "realistic" enough for my parents at this point.