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Another thing is that I don't have a gynecologist....

I want to tell my parents so my mom can help guide me through this because I know she has regular GYN checkups, so she must have a reliable doctor. I just want things to go normally and the baby to be healthy, so I want to see a doctor as soon as possible.

I just think the support of my mom would really help me too.. I want her there to help me through all the doctor stuff. I don't know. I'm not particularly afraid to admit I'm damn scared. I have no idea what I'm doing. My mom's been through this 3 times though and I know in the end she loves me and would like to be there for me..