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My boyfriend was the one who actually noticed I was late in the first place. I told him it was positive about five minutes after I took it. He wants it very much, he's just worried about money since I am still in college with no job yet and he only works at Wal-Mart, though a very well-paying position for the place (well-paying for walmart doesn't particularly mean well-paying in general...) We plan on getting married, but at our own pace. It's our shared philosophy that you can be a good parent without being married.

I know my mom will understand because she got pregnant at 17 while in high school, but I know that while that helps her understand it will just make her all the more disappointed because she didn't want me to end up like that.

About taking care of a baby, I go to school during the day while he works at night, so even if we had to do it on our own, we could "manage". Fortunately, I know both of our parents would really help us out. I'm sure that's irresponsible, but I'd rather ask for help from family than put my kid at risk...