Okay, so here is the thing. I feel like I am losing control of everything, and losing everything I hold dear. My best friend hates me cuz of my stupid cousin. My friend r, she is moving in with her sister in law down in florida (across the country for me). R's boyfriend (another friend of mine) is going to join the air force since she is moving. Then my two friends J and A are in the military and they are both going to be going to iraq soon.
These are all the people in my life who I hang out with and they are either leaving or will be gone within two months. I honestly have no idea what to do. I mean everything is outa control, not only are my friends leaving so is my sanity. My orientation is all fucked up after watching the movie "Eating Out" which has basically left me confused, and tomorrow (err today technically) I am going to have to take my dog to be put down. We have had him since I was 9 so its like
. I got jumped last week, some guys at a park near my friends house beat the crap out of me, and I have been drinking (which is something I have only just started doing) like almost every day.
I just dont know what to do. I have nobody to really talk to (sure I know there are numbers and I can always post on some internet site) but I dont have anyone who I can really talk to face to face.