Thanks DVDBear. In reply to 3, I think I do try to look pretty even though its not 'macho' to think that way. Straight men want to look like pigs, but I don't. I would love to be a good looking man and i will admit it. I lost a lot weight and built muscle. I got work with an odd looking, blemish scared body and face though
Even though its to look better and hopefully attract women, most men do not care to look good and be clean. This must be the trait that makes me look gay. Ill even admit to using skin medicines, moisturizers and other things to heal or cover up things. Not something most heterosexual men would do or certainly admit to! I feel better about myself if I look better then compared to the days I don't.
No, I don't want a gay date
, but if a gay man hits on me I don't run away like other men might. It's kind of a complement to get hit on no matter what the gender.
