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I have no regrets, not on the first time and not on the last time. I was 14 the first time, and well, he told me what to do. Otherwise I may of layed there like a dead fish too. You don't know what to do as a 14 year old girl, you figure it's all on him, which of course is not the case in the least. And a 14 year old girl has no idea what "losing her virginity" is all about. We, hopefully are taught to treasure our bodies and to respect them. Yet then all these hormones run thru our veins, yes we girls have them to. We see the cute boys, chatter and giggle with our girlfriends about them.
Boys talk about sex, and well little girls want to please their boyfriends. There is a line in the movie Stepmom, when the boy at school had "broken up" with the daughter in the cafeteria in front of all her friends. I don't know how it goes but it says it very well. About what do they know relationships, it maybe included a kiss. It's all so dramatic. But remember back.
I was 14 the first time, and I am now 47, sex today is so much better. There really is a reason why they say it's a grown up game.
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